No excuses for not posting since May. None. Nada. Zilch. My apologies though if that counts for anything? Let me get you caught up...
May: Finished school. WHHHHHOOPPEEE!!!!
June: Took Brooke to Disneyworld and had a blast. She did super! Rented a house and loved it - will definitely do this again!
July: Mom had surgery and Leslie had surgery. Rough time. Briana's 1st anniversary...yea Annie!
August: Graduated from WBU 1st in my class Magna Cum Laude. GO GENA! What a great feeling to have accomplished this and to be done. It's been so nice having "free" time.
September: Dad has been gone 5 years. Miss him so much! Working on genealogy some and started my book. Don't hold your breath on this one...school took 10 years so no telling how long a book will take me!
This brings us to now: Work is crazy and exhausting. Every new hair that comes in is now gray. My BP is lower but still higher than I think it needs to be (even on meds). I think I may be the coolest 40-something chick in town driving a van. And I'm officially a big girl...I got labs drawn yesterday without passing out. (THIS IS HUGE!) Don't laugh...I'm tough in other areas.
Brooke is doing well - still keeping us entertained. I cut 11 inches of her hair off a few weeks ago for Locks of Love. She looks cute, but it took a few days for her anger to leave. I had no idea she was that attached to her golden locks. Woops!
Mike is in his last year of teaching and super excited about being done. I'm ready! How many people have to deal with child care woes for 18 years straight? Geez. I'm ready to have Mr. Mom at my beck and call. :)
The sweet red head (our dog Brandi) was Taco Box pet of the week last week. Earned us a $10 gift card and a nice email from my buddy Thomas. Sweet. That a girl B! (I appreciate her posing for 30 pictures with a bandanna every way it could be styled.)
You are now officially caught up on our lives. If anyone still reads this - I hope to do better with my posts in the future. We love you all and thank you for the continued thoughts and prayers over our family!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
FINISHED! I am no longer a college student (thank goodness!)
I did it! I finished all of the requirements needed to graduate with my Bachelors degree. I walked out of the college for the last time last Thursday and spent the rest of the day crying. Not exactly the way I thought I would react, but what can I say? Don't get me wrong...I'm super happy and relieved but achieving this particular goal really made me miss my dad. He was so proud of my decision to go back to school and I'd give anything to have him on the other end of the phone right now so I could tell him. I will walk in August and before you ask...there is no master's in the works at this point in my life. It's time for Mike and Brooke!Oh yea, and for ME. I've got some serious geneaology research to do!!!
I am not the only family member to graduate...my niece Tiffany graduated from UNM in December, Briana graduated from WTAM yesterday and Caitlin graduates from Friona high school in a week or so. Busy time in our lives right now! So proud of everyone's accomplishments! Briana, Caitlin and I graduate with honors, which is pretty neat. For me, once I saw that I could "do it" I set a personal goal to walk with that gold cord. It became my mission. Wayland doesn't tell you you get one...they "cord you" the day of graduation. I have a 3.8, so I should be good to go.
Blessings to everyone!!!
Gena
I am not the only family member to graduate...my niece Tiffany graduated from UNM in December, Briana graduated from WTAM yesterday and Caitlin graduates from Friona high school in a week or so. Busy time in our lives right now! So proud of everyone's accomplishments! Briana, Caitlin and I graduate with honors, which is pretty neat. For me, once I saw that I could "do it" I set a personal goal to walk with that gold cord. It became my mission. Wayland doesn't tell you you get one...they "cord you" the day of graduation. I have a 3.8, so I should be good to go.
Blessings to everyone!!!
Gena
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Spots - Christmas Tree - Laughing - Wii Dance
I'm seeing spots! Not a good comment considering how dangerous they can be on Brooke. She's had about a month of spots, but this morning some have red rings around them. That usually indicates a bit of cellulitis. I took her to the doctor Wednesday because she's felt awful for about a week and he put her on a ZPack for her allergies. It's not helping. She can't breath well, she's still snotty and the darn spots continue to grow/multiply. It's like she's totally out of gas and has no fight in her body right now. What I need is for the wind to go away and the weather to make up its mind! A little rain wouldn't hurt either. Please pray for Brooke's body to kick in and fight, and we'll keep doing what we know to do.
So for the last two days, Brooke has been asking for the Christmas tree. This morning, she told Mike to go open the shed (that's where we keep all of the goodies). What's up with that? Silly kid!
Brooke has developed a new laugh. Out of the blue...a totally different laugh. It's hilarious. It's a deep belly laugh and every time she laughs - we laugh. It's priceless.
Brooke just brought me her new Wii dance game, got the controllers and is wanting to "get the groove on." Gotta go.
Until next time...
So for the last two days, Brooke has been asking for the Christmas tree. This morning, she told Mike to go open the shed (that's where we keep all of the goodies). What's up with that? Silly kid!
Brooke has developed a new laugh. Out of the blue...a totally different laugh. It's hilarious. It's a deep belly laugh and every time she laughs - we laugh. It's priceless.
Brooke just brought me her new Wii dance game, got the controllers and is wanting to "get the groove on." Gotta go.
Until next time...
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Rrrrrrrr.......
No matter how much I do or hard how I think I work...I cannot get caught up on anything. 5 more weeks of school and there are no words to describe how very ready I am to be done. It's a good thing it's over because I could not handle another class! NO WAY NO HOW!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Birthday - Cardiologist - Spots - Baby - School
Brooke turned 21 on the 9th...where did the time go? We had a family party for her the Saturday prior and she had a blast. A firetruck even showed up to take her for a ride. Life is good!
On the 14th, we took Brooke for a follow-up on her heart. Oddly enough, she sort of fell off the radar after being diagnosed with a blood clot in her heart in June. I made sure she got back on the radar and that she will remain there. Brooke's awesome Cardiologist (Dr. Berman) retired in January (our loss!!) so we are seeing his partner, whom we've seen in the past. He did an echocardiogram and compared his findings to the one Dr. Berman did in June while she was in the hosptial at Presby. and they are identical. The "mass" hasn't grown any and is not restricting blood flow. Good news. He says it is not a tumor or else it would've grown. He feels, like Dr. Berman, that it is a blood clot. Since Brooke is already on Coumadin for life - that's the treatment plan. He will start seeing her every 6 months to monitor some regurgitation issues in two of her valves. This was noted in June as well, but is something new. Pray that it never gets worse and that no treatment is ever needed.
We are closely watching 9 spots that Brooke has developed the past week. It's odd how we go so long with one or two occasionally and then get 9 at once. I continue to do weekly bathings in bleach and Hibicleanse, which I feel has helped greatly.
I'm a great-aunt again to my fourth great-nephew! Auden Joseph Mauldin was born yesterday in Phoenix to my niece Kendra and her husband Josh. The proud big brother is Jonas. Briana, Caitlin, Jaclyn and Tiffany...GIRLS ARE NEEDED!! No rush...just saying...
School is about to do me in. There are no words to how SICK I am of it right now. I know...only 7 more weeks and I'm done for good, but it's all I can do to make myself get homework done. And I have a LOT! I'm carrying four classes which I do not recommend for a working mom. Lord...give me strength!
Sympathy to my Aunt Kim on the death of her dad, to my great-uncle David on the passing of his wife Shirley, and to our belove special olympic teammate - Stephanie. Life is short...it's up to each of us to make it sweet.
Blessings all...
On the 14th, we took Brooke for a follow-up on her heart. Oddly enough, she sort of fell off the radar after being diagnosed with a blood clot in her heart in June. I made sure she got back on the radar and that she will remain there. Brooke's awesome Cardiologist (Dr. Berman) retired in January (our loss!!) so we are seeing his partner, whom we've seen in the past. He did an echocardiogram and compared his findings to the one Dr. Berman did in June while she was in the hosptial at Presby. and they are identical. The "mass" hasn't grown any and is not restricting blood flow. Good news. He says it is not a tumor or else it would've grown. He feels, like Dr. Berman, that it is a blood clot. Since Brooke is already on Coumadin for life - that's the treatment plan. He will start seeing her every 6 months to monitor some regurgitation issues in two of her valves. This was noted in June as well, but is something new. Pray that it never gets worse and that no treatment is ever needed.
We are closely watching 9 spots that Brooke has developed the past week. It's odd how we go so long with one or two occasionally and then get 9 at once. I continue to do weekly bathings in bleach and Hibicleanse, which I feel has helped greatly.
I'm a great-aunt again to my fourth great-nephew! Auden Joseph Mauldin was born yesterday in Phoenix to my niece Kendra and her husband Josh. The proud big brother is Jonas. Briana, Caitlin, Jaclyn and Tiffany...GIRLS ARE NEEDED!! No rush...just saying...
School is about to do me in. There are no words to how SICK I am of it right now. I know...only 7 more weeks and I'm done for good, but it's all I can do to make myself get homework done. And I have a LOT! I'm carrying four classes which I do not recommend for a working mom. Lord...give me strength!
Sympathy to my Aunt Kim on the death of her dad, to my great-uncle David on the passing of his wife Shirley, and to our belove special olympic teammate - Stephanie. Life is short...it's up to each of us to make it sweet.
Blessings all...
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Forgiveness
“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9)
While researching the topic of forgiveness I ran across an article titled Why is Forgiveness so Rare? I’ve never thought of forgiveness as being rare, so this got me thinking: (1) Why is it so difficult to forgive others and believe that we can be forgiven for our sins; and (2) Why do Christians struggle with the concept of being worthy of forgiveness? Matthew says, “Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” (11:28)
In Hebrews, Jeremiah talks about the blood of Jesus being the ultimate forgiveness for our sins. There is no greater statement as that. And the Apostle Paul preaches to Philemon about forgiving those who sin against us as God forgives our sins against him for Jesus’ sake. “For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.” (Matthew 6: 14-15) Forgiveness is certain if we ask God.
In fact, the words forgive, forgiveness, forgiving, forgiven, forgives and forgave are mentioned approximately 27 times in the New Testament (NIV version of the Bible). So what does this all mean? It’s simple: We serve a merciful God who is both loving and forgiving. “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith – and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God.” (Ephesians 2:8)
While researching the topic of forgiveness I ran across an article titled Why is Forgiveness so Rare? I’ve never thought of forgiveness as being rare, so this got me thinking: (1) Why is it so difficult to forgive others and believe that we can be forgiven for our sins; and (2) Why do Christians struggle with the concept of being worthy of forgiveness? Matthew says, “Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” (11:28)
In Hebrews, Jeremiah talks about the blood of Jesus being the ultimate forgiveness for our sins. There is no greater statement as that. And the Apostle Paul preaches to Philemon about forgiving those who sin against us as God forgives our sins against him for Jesus’ sake. “For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.” (Matthew 6: 14-15) Forgiveness is certain if we ask God.
In fact, the words forgive, forgiveness, forgiving, forgiven, forgives and forgave are mentioned approximately 27 times in the New Testament (NIV version of the Bible). So what does this all mean? It’s simple: We serve a merciful God who is both loving and forgiving. “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith – and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God.” (Ephesians 2:8)
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Ready for summer!
Flu. Sinus issues. Allergies. Viral infections. Summer...please hurry up and come!! If Brooke isn't feeling bad - one of my sitters is. My mom is under the weather today so here I sit, at home, with Brooke who is not feeling the best either. Can't say that my allergies are behaving too much either. So ready for warm weather and minimal wind. I just left Walgreen's where I got a 96-pack of Sudafed for Brooke. I have to switch places where I get it so the Meph. cops don't get suspicious. Ha. Really...the sudafed IS for Brooke. Promise! She also has a couple of spots that I'm watching, so please pray for healing.
I spent last weekend cleaning and organizing our office. What a chore! It looks so much better though! I need to take advantage of being at home and get the rest of the house cleaned. We're having the family over Saturday for a cookout...an early birthday party for Brooke. She turns 21 on the 9th. Where has time gone? Where did my baby go?
Time to get busy. Have a blessed Tuesday!
Gena
I spent last weekend cleaning and organizing our office. What a chore! It looks so much better though! I need to take advantage of being at home and get the rest of the house cleaned. We're having the family over Saturday for a cookout...an early birthday party for Brooke. She turns 21 on the 9th. Where has time gone? Where did my baby go?
Time to get busy. Have a blessed Tuesday!
Gena
Monday, February 28, 2011
Random Thoughts...
Who cares about Charlie Sheen? He's obviously an addict in denial. He's also the most arrogant person I've ever heard talk!
Seriously...Charlie, Lindsey and all the other Hollywood addicts need to go to a "normal, average" treatment center where the focus is on the problem and not on pampering their celf-centered lifestyles.
Why build a round church? It allows zero room for growth.
An open-door policy should not come with a stipulation of "if you suggest it - you have to figure out how to do it." Makes people keep their mouths shut!
Maybe JR has finally turned a corner and will have a better year in 2011? Hope so. It sure was nice to see a top 10 finish yesterday. I think he drives with his daddy's ghost on his shoulder. He has a lot of pressure just with his gene pool. I feel sorry for him.
What's up with Lindsey Lohan? I have no words...
GMA was much better with Charlie and Diane. Get really sick of George's political views!
Why can't the news report at least a few good things that appeal to the masses instead of always focusing on what the majority of people could care less about?
Why does Brooke use all of her stickers at once and put them one on top of another? Hmmm.....
What are we going to do if gas keeps going up? The van is the most econmical vehicle we own. YIKES!
What causes cancer? And is the cure so simple that it continues to go unnoticed?
Why do people look at me like I'm a terrorist when I try to get on the base? Ok, so I'm in the middle lane with my hood up, and all doors open and the guard is talking to me but I'm NOT a terrorist! It's normal protocol for civilians.
What's up with this weather? Geez.
Prayers to those who lost their homes/barns/animals/crops in the fires yesterday. What a tragedy! Please send rain God!
Why can't people put their carts in the cart racks in the parking lot at Wal-Mart? C'mon...
Why do people park in the striped non-parking area? Don't make me "TO-WANDA" you!!
If people spend as much time caring as they do worrying wouldn't the world be a better place!
That about does it for now...thanks so much for listening to me ramble. I feel MUCH better!
Seriously...Charlie, Lindsey and all the other Hollywood addicts need to go to a "normal, average" treatment center where the focus is on the problem and not on pampering their celf-centered lifestyles.
Why build a round church? It allows zero room for growth.
An open-door policy should not come with a stipulation of "if you suggest it - you have to figure out how to do it." Makes people keep their mouths shut!
Maybe JR has finally turned a corner and will have a better year in 2011? Hope so. It sure was nice to see a top 10 finish yesterday. I think he drives with his daddy's ghost on his shoulder. He has a lot of pressure just with his gene pool. I feel sorry for him.
What's up with Lindsey Lohan? I have no words...
GMA was much better with Charlie and Diane. Get really sick of George's political views!
Why can't the news report at least a few good things that appeal to the masses instead of always focusing on what the majority of people could care less about?
Why does Brooke use all of her stickers at once and put them one on top of another? Hmmm.....
What are we going to do if gas keeps going up? The van is the most econmical vehicle we own. YIKES!
What causes cancer? And is the cure so simple that it continues to go unnoticed?
Why do people look at me like I'm a terrorist when I try to get on the base? Ok, so I'm in the middle lane with my hood up, and all doors open and the guard is talking to me but I'm NOT a terrorist! It's normal protocol for civilians.
What's up with this weather? Geez.
Prayers to those who lost their homes/barns/animals/crops in the fires yesterday. What a tragedy! Please send rain God!
Why can't people put their carts in the cart racks in the parking lot at Wal-Mart? C'mon...
Why do people park in the striped non-parking area? Don't make me "TO-WANDA" you!!
If people spend as much time caring as they do worrying wouldn't the world be a better place!
That about does it for now...thanks so much for listening to me ramble. I feel MUCH better!
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Worry
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
I am a bit of a worrier, yet Jesus tells us to trust in Him and not to worry. How do we do that? The scripture says, “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes” (Luke 12:22-23) Faith means trusting in God enough to let go of your daily worries.
Is it possible to get through the trials and tribulations of life without worry?” The answer is yes. If you trust in God’s word, he will carry you. In Mark 4, Jesus talks about the parable of the sower and the seed. He compares the Word to the seed; some receive it with joy and produce a healthy crop while others have no root and eventually die. Life is no different; some people are receptive to the Word and the teachings of the Bible, while others choose to turn a deaf ear.
Living a worry-free life means trusting in the Lord with all your heart. “Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.” (1 Corinthians 16:13) Jesus does not expect perfection; his love for us is unconditional. If we keep our eyes focused on God, He will take care of us. “Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” (I Peter 5:7) With God on our side – there truly is no need to worry.
I am a bit of a worrier, yet Jesus tells us to trust in Him and not to worry. How do we do that? The scripture says, “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes” (Luke 12:22-23) Faith means trusting in God enough to let go of your daily worries.
Is it possible to get through the trials and tribulations of life without worry?” The answer is yes. If you trust in God’s word, he will carry you. In Mark 4, Jesus talks about the parable of the sower and the seed. He compares the Word to the seed; some receive it with joy and produce a healthy crop while others have no root and eventually die. Life is no different; some people are receptive to the Word and the teachings of the Bible, while others choose to turn a deaf ear.
Living a worry-free life means trusting in the Lord with all your heart. “Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.” (1 Corinthians 16:13) Jesus does not expect perfection; his love for us is unconditional. If we keep our eyes focused on God, He will take care of us. “Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” (I Peter 5:7) With God on our side – there truly is no need to worry.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Our Week
Monday:
Can't remember anything so it must have been uneventful.
Tuesday:
Brooke got sick. Really sick. From about 7:00 PM - 12:00 AM. Praying this wasn't the 3-day flu that several people we know have had.
Wednesday:
I stayed home with Brooke; she feels much better. Brandi (our dog) had a Gran Mal seizure, which is awful to have to watch. Both girls were a little clingey with mom all day.
Thursday:
Brooke is better; goes to ma's for the day. Work is insane!
Friday:
Yea. I made it!!
That's about the extent of it! Some weeks are just more boring than others.
Have a good evening and GO CATS...BEAT HOBBS!!!
Can't remember anything so it must have been uneventful.
Tuesday:
Brooke got sick. Really sick. From about 7:00 PM - 12:00 AM. Praying this wasn't the 3-day flu that several people we know have had.
Wednesday:
I stayed home with Brooke; she feels much better. Brandi (our dog) had a Gran Mal seizure, which is awful to have to watch. Both girls were a little clingey with mom all day.
Thursday:
Brooke is better; goes to ma's for the day. Work is insane!
Friday:
Yea. I made it!!
That's about the extent of it! Some weeks are just more boring than others.
Have a good evening and GO CATS...BEAT HOBBS!!!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Wheelchair Woes
Brooke got her new wheelchair Wednesday. A delivery boy brought it from Albuquerque (not the actual therapist who measured her for it). Since I didn't get a call to let me know they were here, I didn't see it until I came home. I believe the phrase I uttered was, "OH CRAP! IT'S BIG." Funny thing is, Mike said the exact same thing 10 minutes later when he saw it. Big is an understatement. It swallows Brooke. It's like putting a mouse up next to a car tire. Or putting a pinto bean next to a bathtub. It's REALLY big. OK, I know what you must be thinking..."Didn't you know it was going to be big?" Yes. And no. Looking at a picture online and hearing 18" wide is one thing...seeing it is another. Doesn't really help that I'm such a visual person.
So here's this ginormous pink and black monster truck of a wheelchair and two people with no idea how to use it, how to fold it or how to operate it. Pretty much...we don't know how to do anything with it. Thankfully, Brooke's teacher was here and offered to call in help from the school. So on Thursday, a school therapist (who does the same thing that this company out of Albq. does) comes over and her reation was pretty much the same as ours. She even thought it was beastly. She gets on the phone and calls the guy in Albq. who measured Brooke and asks for help to get it adjusted to fit. Brooke can't even climb up into it. If we remove the nice, thick cushion - Brooke can get in it. But the wheelchair isn't made to be without a cushion because of metal crossbars. Hard to explain. There is a thinner cushion we can get, which might help some. Then she discussed tires with him. The back tires are really big. Turns out - that's the only tire that comes with this wheelchair. The thinking was that a smaller tire would bring the height of the chair down some. Being the innovator that I am, I brought in the old wheelchair and offered to loan the monster truck two of its tires. Like a low-rider. That suggestion didn't fly! Did I mention this thing is so heavy I wouldn't be able to load it! That sort of defeats the purpose of being mobile! And yes, I knew it would weigh 50 pounds instead of the 32 pounds like the cruiser, but I think 50 pounds is short. This chair is heavy!
Long story short...we're hoping they will take the wheelchair back since we had only had it 1 day with zero miles on it before we determined it wouldn't work for Brooke. It's frustrating because of all the mess I had to go through to get this particular type of wheelchair approved for Brooke. And I would still like to have one that reclines, but it seems this is a "hole" in the wheelchair market. Once again, Brooke doesn't quiet fit on the left side in the cruiser like she had in the past, but apparently she also doesn't fit on the right side in the safari tilt that we ordered. And by "fit" I mean they don't seem to have what she needs. I suggested that they need a parent advisory board to help with their designs and needs. It's a little like buying a car and finding that something in the design doesn't fit your needs, like the cupholder locations in the back of my van. Whoever designed the van, must not have kids because 4 of the 5 cupholders in the back by Brooke aren't really in places where she can even reach them. It's crazy!
The plan is to see what can be done with the wheelchair. I'm hoping they can send it back and give us another Cruiser. Please pray for this situation to work out like it needs to. I feel really bad because I pushed for this chair, but I was trying to get Brooke what would make her the most comfortable. And while she would be comfortable laying back in this chair...if Mike and I can't lift it into the van and if we have to lift her into the chair...we've defeated the purpose. Sometimes things just don't go like you wish they would.
So here's this ginormous pink and black monster truck of a wheelchair and two people with no idea how to use it, how to fold it or how to operate it. Pretty much...we don't know how to do anything with it. Thankfully, Brooke's teacher was here and offered to call in help from the school. So on Thursday, a school therapist (who does the same thing that this company out of Albq. does) comes over and her reation was pretty much the same as ours. She even thought it was beastly. She gets on the phone and calls the guy in Albq. who measured Brooke and asks for help to get it adjusted to fit. Brooke can't even climb up into it. If we remove the nice, thick cushion - Brooke can get in it. But the wheelchair isn't made to be without a cushion because of metal crossbars. Hard to explain. There is a thinner cushion we can get, which might help some. Then she discussed tires with him. The back tires are really big. Turns out - that's the only tire that comes with this wheelchair. The thinking was that a smaller tire would bring the height of the chair down some. Being the innovator that I am, I brought in the old wheelchair and offered to loan the monster truck two of its tires. Like a low-rider. That suggestion didn't fly! Did I mention this thing is so heavy I wouldn't be able to load it! That sort of defeats the purpose of being mobile! And yes, I knew it would weigh 50 pounds instead of the 32 pounds like the cruiser, but I think 50 pounds is short. This chair is heavy!
Long story short...we're hoping they will take the wheelchair back since we had only had it 1 day with zero miles on it before we determined it wouldn't work for Brooke. It's frustrating because of all the mess I had to go through to get this particular type of wheelchair approved for Brooke. And I would still like to have one that reclines, but it seems this is a "hole" in the wheelchair market. Once again, Brooke doesn't quiet fit on the left side in the cruiser like she had in the past, but apparently she also doesn't fit on the right side in the safari tilt that we ordered. And by "fit" I mean they don't seem to have what she needs. I suggested that they need a parent advisory board to help with their designs and needs. It's a little like buying a car and finding that something in the design doesn't fit your needs, like the cupholder locations in the back of my van. Whoever designed the van, must not have kids because 4 of the 5 cupholders in the back by Brooke aren't really in places where she can even reach them. It's crazy!
The plan is to see what can be done with the wheelchair. I'm hoping they can send it back and give us another Cruiser. Please pray for this situation to work out like it needs to. I feel really bad because I pushed for this chair, but I was trying to get Brooke what would make her the most comfortable. And while she would be comfortable laying back in this chair...if Mike and I can't lift it into the van and if we have to lift her into the chair...we've defeated the purpose. Sometimes things just don't go like you wish they would.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Homework - homework...GIVE ME A BREAK!
I have literally done finance work all day long! And I'm still not finished! But...I think I finally have a system down that is helping me with the weekly quizzes. It's a lot of work per chapter, but it seems to be what I need to do. So...I'm doing it. Made an A on my chapter 5 quizz today (hooray) and am in the process of creating outlines for chapters 1-4. Did one for chapter 5 and it made it so much easier to find things when taking the test. I only have 15 minutes per quizz and it's been a challenge to finish the test in that amount of time. Tomorrow is my first exam which will be 50 questions with a 70 minute time limit. 4 chapters. Have to get these outlines finished so I can start studying. Gotta get the test done before the Super Bowl! Not that I care at all about the game, but I need Mike available if I "get stuck." Ha.
This is my life through May...lots of finance, a fair amount of speech, and eventually some environmental science. But first, I have to take a finance exam and then study for my NT final Tuesday night.
Night all...
This is my life through May...lots of finance, a fair amount of speech, and eventually some environmental science. But first, I have to take a finance exam and then study for my NT final Tuesday night.
Night all...
Saturday, January 29, 2011
What have I done?
Confession...my plate is full. Completely overloaded. How can I tell? I couldn't remember the VP's name earlier this week (Biden). And Wednesday I couldn't think of our house number. I locked my keys in the van Thursday and remembered my lunch and supper in my lunch bag sitting in the hot van 5 hours later. Yep...brain overload! But I am pushing forward with my insanity. I apologize in advance for any blonde moments or moronic blurbs that might come out of my mouth. It's just temporary (I hope). By mid-May, either I'll be completely relieved to be finished with my education and back to "me" or else I'll be locked up in a padded white cell. One of the two.
For the next two weeks I am a full-time student. This is the only time in 9 years that I have been considered such. Four classes is not advisable but was necessary in order to meet my graduation goal for August. I have all of my homework done for my two Wayland classes and am down to a quiz and a final. The two new (CCC) classes are the boogers. Tests, homework, speeches, more tests, and then more tests. One class is online, which seems to equate to "let's kill them with triple the homework since they aren't sitting in a classroom for 2.5 hours." Finance is tough...I knew it would be. I've taken two tests (online of course and timed for 15 minutes) and have C's for both. I'm ok with that except that I have to take my final exam at CCC and it's proctored. In order for me to bomb that one, I need my weekly test scores a little higher. (DID THAT SOUND NEGATIVE?) I just want to pass the class and be done with it. I really don't care about the GPA at this point...a C at CCC won't bring down my 3.8 at Wayland. (THANK GOODNESS!) My personal goal has always been to graduate with honors. (Sure wish I'd had some of this drive in high school!) So...two more tests to take before 11 PM tomorrow night and then start chipping away at the February load.
God...please give me strength, wisdom, patience and common sense!
For the next two weeks I am a full-time student. This is the only time in 9 years that I have been considered such. Four classes is not advisable but was necessary in order to meet my graduation goal for August. I have all of my homework done for my two Wayland classes and am down to a quiz and a final. The two new (CCC) classes are the boogers. Tests, homework, speeches, more tests, and then more tests. One class is online, which seems to equate to "let's kill them with triple the homework since they aren't sitting in a classroom for 2.5 hours." Finance is tough...I knew it would be. I've taken two tests (online of course and timed for 15 minutes) and have C's for both. I'm ok with that except that I have to take my final exam at CCC and it's proctored. In order for me to bomb that one, I need my weekly test scores a little higher. (DID THAT SOUND NEGATIVE?) I just want to pass the class and be done with it. I really don't care about the GPA at this point...a C at CCC won't bring down my 3.8 at Wayland. (THANK GOODNESS!) My personal goal has always been to graduate with honors. (Sure wish I'd had some of this drive in high school!) So...two more tests to take before 11 PM tomorrow night and then start chipping away at the February load.
God...please give me strength, wisdom, patience and common sense!
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Poor Brooke - School - Eula Mae
Brooke still isn't feeling well. She has bags under her eyes, a runney nose, upset stomach at times and looks rough. You can tell she just doesn't feel good. She also has a spot on her belly we're keeping a close eye on. I'm praying for a quick recovery soon! So many people have ailments right now...we really need a good freeze! Brooke went home with Nanny this afternoon for the weekend but we'll have to see how long that lasts. She really seemed torn between wanting to go versus wanting to stay and be pouty. Her emotions are really messed up right now and she crys if you look at her wrong. Not sure what's up there? Mike and I just tread lightly!!
Hooray for Gena...I've been sitting in the dining room working on finance problems for a few hours and it is starting to make a little more sense. I'm beginning to think that I can do this! It's time for a positive outlook instead of dreading something I can't change. Either I figure out a way to do it or else I don't graduate...the choice is mine. I choose graduation!! And EVERYONE is invited!
Have you heard the latest rumor...VANS ARE COOL AGAIN! I should know...I started the rumor. Ha. Seriously, I'm really enjoying my van. It drives great, is comfortable and I love the space! Brookie really likes the DVD player and I like the fact that I can control everything via the radio. No more climbing over the seat to see if her screen is on checking to see if I need to push play. This process is simple! I'm still trying to figure out the radio, the heating and the hands-free phone. I've never had such a plush ride before so this fancy stuff will take me time to get used to. Ha. A friend and I started a new club (for fun)...the VOA. "Van Owners of America." We even have a call sign. (Ask me and I'll gladly demonstrate it.) Gotta keep it light...especially when you drive a mini-bus. :)
Why am I blogging at midnight? BECAUSE I CAN. My shadow is in Texas (hopefully sleeping peacefully). Have a great weekend friends and thanks for the prayers for Brooke and the well wishes for my class. I appreciate all of you!!
Hooray for Gena...I've been sitting in the dining room working on finance problems for a few hours and it is starting to make a little more sense. I'm beginning to think that I can do this! It's time for a positive outlook instead of dreading something I can't change. Either I figure out a way to do it or else I don't graduate...the choice is mine. I choose graduation!! And EVERYONE is invited!
Have you heard the latest rumor...VANS ARE COOL AGAIN! I should know...I started the rumor. Ha. Seriously, I'm really enjoying my van. It drives great, is comfortable and I love the space! Brookie really likes the DVD player and I like the fact that I can control everything via the radio. No more climbing over the seat to see if her screen is on checking to see if I need to push play. This process is simple! I'm still trying to figure out the radio, the heating and the hands-free phone. I've never had such a plush ride before so this fancy stuff will take me time to get used to. Ha. A friend and I started a new club (for fun)...the VOA. "Van Owners of America." We even have a call sign. (Ask me and I'll gladly demonstrate it.) Gotta keep it light...especially when you drive a mini-bus. :)
Why am I blogging at midnight? BECAUSE I CAN. My shadow is in Texas (hopefully sleeping peacefully). Have a great weekend friends and thanks for the prayers for Brooke and the well wishes for my class. I appreciate all of you!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Rough Time Lately
Brooke has been having a rough go of it lately and could use prayers. She just can't seem to get ahead. I stayed home with her yesterday and Mike will be with her today. She's having some tummy pains and allergies. She looks really rough today...her face is swollen, she has bags under her eyes, her lips are swollen and have been bleeding and she's got some spots that we're watching. I bathed her in one of her special remedies yesterday and will do her infusion tonight. Both humidifiers are also running. Hoping these things will help her body "kick into gear" to fight this stuff.
Her mental frame of mind isn't where it needs to be either. She is fed-up with having to be secluded and she desperately misses contact with friends. We don't really know what to do about this? We can't afford to get her around a lot of people right now with everything that's going around. It just isn't safe for her, yet our hearts break with having to keep her away from something she loves --- people. This is a hard one!!
Please pray for added fight and protection right now for Brooke and for peace of mind and comfort. And also for guidance for Mike and I. It's hard having to be the villains especially to a little girl who doesn't always understand why. We are so blessed to have God on our side!!
Her mental frame of mind isn't where it needs to be either. She is fed-up with having to be secluded and she desperately misses contact with friends. We don't really know what to do about this? We can't afford to get her around a lot of people right now with everything that's going around. It just isn't safe for her, yet our hearts break with having to keep her away from something she loves --- people. This is a hard one!!
Please pray for added fight and protection right now for Brooke and for peace of mind and comfort. And also for guidance for Mike and I. It's hard having to be the villains especially to a little girl who doesn't always understand why. We are so blessed to have God on our side!!
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Mickey Mouse - School - Brooke
Does anyone have any idea how many times each day we get asked about Mickey Mouse? Or how many times Brooke points to our luggage? Or brings us pictures of our last trip? WOW! We are getting closer...I booked the rental house and got the ADR's Friday. Now I have to "hope" that the flight prices come down and then book the van. I can't say I blame Brooke for her excitement...I'm looking forward to going back too. I'm about to undertake the biggest challenge of my college career and the trip will give me something to look forward to while I'm wanting to pull out my eyeballs. Ha.
Since I decided to "wrap up this degree-thing" once and for all, the next 5 months will be brutal on me. But then...it will be done. Finished. And I should graduate in August. I have no words for what this will mean to me! But for now, I will carry 4 classes for 4 weeks, 2 for 1 week and then pick up a 3rd for the remainder of the time. It's going to be difficult. One of the classes I'm taking should be easy for me, but the teacher is a booger. Class #2, which is an online class, will be the hardest I have had to take. It's not a class I feel comfortable taking online nor should I be taking it with two others, but I have no choice if I want to wrap up my degree plan. I'm nervous about this class and have been pre-preparing for it both literally and mentally. I also pray about this every day. Class 3 is a science class and though it's not a class I wanted to take - it's what is being offered. It's time to be done! The reward awaits me in mid-May when I can say that I'M FINISHED. Then comes our Disney trip in June and graduation in August. Won't that be sweet!
Brooke is doing good. She's had a bit of a rough few days with low neutrophil levels, a shot, an infusion, and now that "not fun time of the month." We're really having to watch her for anemia. The Neulasta shots are odd in that they affect her totally different than they do most people. I guess that's not odd considering it's Brooke. Ha. On night 3 (last night), she doesn't sleep and her appetite increases by 1000%. It's just like being on steroids. Very unusual. And very tiring for us! Overall, things are going well. We bleach her on Sundays, hibicleanse her on Wednesdays, get Neulasta shots every 3 weeks now and fly as low under the people-radar as possible. I think the combination of these 4 things have really helped keeping the infections away. Praise God!!
Once again, I'd like to say I'm sorry for not blogging more often. And it will most likely get worse between now and May, but if you can bear with me...life should ease up once I get these five classes out of the way. I may have so much free time that I won't know what to do with myself. Ha. YEA RIGHT!
Please continue to pray for Brooke and her ability to stay healthy. Pray for guidance for us as we continue to care for her and for wisdom when we're unsure what to do. Pray for me to have strength and knowledge in my classes and patience from everyone around me as I finish up this 9-year endeavor.
Love you all!!
Since I decided to "wrap up this degree-thing" once and for all, the next 5 months will be brutal on me. But then...it will be done. Finished. And I should graduate in August. I have no words for what this will mean to me! But for now, I will carry 4 classes for 4 weeks, 2 for 1 week and then pick up a 3rd for the remainder of the time. It's going to be difficult. One of the classes I'm taking should be easy for me, but the teacher is a booger. Class #2, which is an online class, will be the hardest I have had to take. It's not a class I feel comfortable taking online nor should I be taking it with two others, but I have no choice if I want to wrap up my degree plan. I'm nervous about this class and have been pre-preparing for it both literally and mentally. I also pray about this every day. Class 3 is a science class and though it's not a class I wanted to take - it's what is being offered. It's time to be done! The reward awaits me in mid-May when I can say that I'M FINISHED. Then comes our Disney trip in June and graduation in August. Won't that be sweet!
Brooke is doing good. She's had a bit of a rough few days with low neutrophil levels, a shot, an infusion, and now that "not fun time of the month." We're really having to watch her for anemia. The Neulasta shots are odd in that they affect her totally different than they do most people. I guess that's not odd considering it's Brooke. Ha. On night 3 (last night), she doesn't sleep and her appetite increases by 1000%. It's just like being on steroids. Very unusual. And very tiring for us! Overall, things are going well. We bleach her on Sundays, hibicleanse her on Wednesdays, get Neulasta shots every 3 weeks now and fly as low under the people-radar as possible. I think the combination of these 4 things have really helped keeping the infections away. Praise God!!
Once again, I'd like to say I'm sorry for not blogging more often. And it will most likely get worse between now and May, but if you can bear with me...life should ease up once I get these five classes out of the way. I may have so much free time that I won't know what to do with myself. Ha. YEA RIGHT!
Please continue to pray for Brooke and her ability to stay healthy. Pray for guidance for us as we continue to care for her and for wisdom when we're unsure what to do. Pray for me to have strength and knowledge in my classes and patience from everyone around me as I finish up this 9-year endeavor.
Love you all!!
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